Dear Wayne,

It’s odd, last night I was laying in bed and I swear I could feel you looking down on me. I always thought we had more time…

This will be my first birthday where I won’t receive one of your pretty Hallmark cards. I was thinking about that, how I tend to do everything electronically, but you know what? E-Cards don’t give you something to remember a person by – so I am so grateful that I have all those beautiful cards from you. I am going to make a goal to take the time to actually purchase cards for holidays and such because it’s creating memories. I owe you for making me wake up on that one. As much as I hate doing it, I am going to take more pictures too. It’s creating memories, and that is important.

I really miss you and I love you more than you will ever know. I’m happy with the changes I am making in my life, but it’s not the same. You’re my big brother and you are suppose to be here.

I haven’t been calling Angela as much as I should and I promise, I will call her this weekend. I know what you would have wanted where she is concerned…and I got your back.

I love you forever…

Your Lil Sis